02 janeiro, 2006

vc estah aih?

Eu pergunto pra alguem
E as vezes desejo q seja nao a resposta
Pq muitas vezes me sinto mais tranquilo sozinho
Mas qdo estou realmente sozinho desejo um novo amigo
E meu novo amigo sabe tudo sobre mim
Mim ser estupido
Mim querer algo q nao existe
Mim ter preguiça de contruir
Mim nao querer me mostrar pros conhecidos
Mim fugir pela tangente
Eu
To nem pensando
To querendo argumentar comigo mesmo
E contigo, que estah ae lendo algo q nem foi publicado pelo brogger, ainda...se der pau nem serah, igual outro dia q escrevi e iscrivinhei e perdi tudo.
Ahhh , virou o ano, to tentando zerar tudo e recomeçar tudo
Tudo mesmo, sem mesquinharias, esquecendo as dores passadas, vendo tudo como novinho em folha, inclusive vc, q estah sempre comigo, vc mesmo, vai ter q se apresentar de novo e me conhecer de novo pois sou novo de novo.
Pensando nisso tudo e ouvindo musicas q trazem a tona sentimentos antogos, musica eh a droga mais forte jah dizia nosso amigo, ah nao, ele disse adrenalina, mas eu ponha musica junto, meu coracao dispara, sinto, vejo, tremo, perco os sentidos e ganho outros, serah q estou voltando no tempo pra tapar esse buraco q me agride agora o coracao ao ouvir essas musicas q dediquei a tantas dores?
Sim, tenho certeza disso, apos pensar e pesar as mudanças q sofri......exercicios, respirar, deixar o corpo se esticar, a cabeça avuar, sodade demais tenho...demais mesmo...de mim mesmo e do tempo q perdi sozinho improdutivo. Mas estou resgatando os sentidos e fazendo bom proveito deles agora....eqto eu conseguir doma-los...cavalos...centauros...minotauros...

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